Hatred Towards Myself

by Afraid of Destiny

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All the songs had been written and recorded between December 2013 and March 2014, then remastered in June 2014.

Released on CDr by Silentium in Foresta Records.


released May 25, 2015

Adimere - All instruments, Songwriting
Ayperos - Vocals, Lyrics



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Afraid of Destiny Treviso, Italy

Project started in late 2012 by Adimere. This project is born from the ashes of "Vitam Nihil Est".

Adimere - Guitar, Vocals (Backing)
M.S. - Guitar
R.F. - Vocals

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Track Name: Reflecting Under an Ascending Moon
Waiting for day to end,
as sun sets the moon ascends.
Reflecting on days gone by:
a sadness you can't deny.

Forever remembering,
in darkness trembling.
This being so cold and sad,
slowly going mad.

The knife, stained,
to mirror his pain.
For he is hopeless.
For he is voiceless.

Tomorrow far away.
Time will delay.

Screaming for it to end,
hoping for the pain to finally stop.
The scars shall remind
of days where I just wanted to drop.

Relfections on glass so clear,
anxiety is taking over.
Reflections on glass so clear,
depression is dragging me closer.
Track Name: Hatred Towards Myself
I tried
to fight the urges.
I fell
into the darkness.

I fought the fight
which had no end.
I became
my own destroyer.

I tried,
I fell,
I fought,
I lost.

I have no one to blame but myself.
My failures are my own doing.
In the end it doesn’t matter:
I hate everything I have become.