Hatred Towards Myself
by Afraid of Destiny
𝔐𝔳𝔰𝔦𝔠𝔄𝔯𝔱
Schwarzer Geist
subdeath
Star Sulphur
Max Svalgard
smellybodies
Zəđ Ørčårđ
SkayLarsen
medonax
Silencers
T'ienli
Espi Kvlt
Nihil666
Quernbiter
Gibbs
𝙍𝙊𝘽𝘽𝙄𝙀𝙈𝙐𝙎𝙋𝙍𝙄𝙈𝙀
Jim W
Devisarno
_sheol_
Nekromisantrop
blixa68
Luke Bushnell
Ravi Sondak
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Imp
Angelo Melis
andreasrumpke
stefanoprotti
Denorius
aschefall
Donovan Begay
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Waiting for day to end,
as sun sets the moon ascends.
Reflecting on days gone by:
a sadness you can't deny.
Forever remembering,
in darkness trembling.
This being so cold and sad,
slowly going mad.
The knife, stained,
to mirror his pain.
For he is hopeless.
For he is voiceless.
Tomorrow far away.
Time will delay.
Screaming for it to end,
hoping for the pain to finally stop.
The scars shall remind
of days where I just wanted to drop.
Relfections on glass so clear,
anxiety is taking over.
Reflections on glass so clear,
depression is dragging me closer.
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I Reject Life
08:09
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Hatred Towards Myself
06:08
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I tried
to fight the urges.
I fell
into the darkness.
I fought the fight
which had no end.
I became
my own destroyer.
I tried,
I fell,
I fought,
I lost.
I have no one to blame but myself.
My failures are my own doing.
In the end it doesn’t matter:
I hate everything I have become.
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about
All the songs has been written and recorded between December 2013 and March 2014, then remastered in June 2014.
«Afraid of Destiny stand out not only for a decent formal aspect, but also because the inspiration of riffs and the change of these at the right time makes the songs definitely slow and gray, but not boring, and this is something not to be underestimated at all [...]. All this denotes a band that, as mentioned, can do it and has its reason to exist»
Metal Wave - 7/10
«Afraid of Destiny stand out not only for a decent formal aspect, but also because the inspiration of riffs and the change of these at the right time makes the songs definitely slow and gray, but not boring, and this is something not to be underestimated at all [...]. All this denotes a band that, as mentioned, can do it and has its reason to exist»
Metal Wave - 7/10
credits
released May 25, 2015
Adimere - All instruments, Songwriting
Ayperos - Vocals, Lyrics
Adimere - All instruments, Songwriting
Ayperos - Vocals, Lyrics
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Afraid of Destiny Treviso, Italy
Atmospheric/Depressive Black Metal from Italy
discography
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Mar 2023 -
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Jan 2017
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I was always intrigued by this group's choice of album covers, it isn't every day that you see high quality space photos in this genre despite the rise of "cosmic" black metal. But the music blew me away, this sounds like Austere took the atmospheric spacey route. (I will assume it's a coincidence that both bands are Australian)
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